Well here I am and its 40 days til we say I Do, Nev says oh yeah , I say , you don't look stressed, he says, whats there to be stressed about. oh I do love him. Some days I could probably kill him but that soon passes and I just want a cuddle from him, hes my great big teddy bear. I am sure he feels the same way about me too , the killing bit not the teddy bear bit lol.
We often say that we are the most luckiest people in the world to have each other. I wish he was more romantic and then out of the blue he suprises me by saying amazing things like, when we were writing the wedding vows, I had writtten as long as we both shall live and he said no, why should it end there write, for this life and beyond. And I say hes not romantic!!!!!
He is the best thing in my crazy upside down roller coaster life. And the best part....................... he says the same about me!!
Last week, Panda finally had her babies, she had 4 of the little squeakers!!their names from left are:
Cyrus, Biddy, Mackintosh and Fresian, 2 boys and 2 girls, what a clever girl my Panda is :)
